just in time

i´m sorry for not writing for al ong time, but i´m nearly stressed out, cause there is so much to do since i´m back and then i want to go to so much festivals and events, god wants me to go.... and one of them are already behind me, like the "willow Freak", it´s our yeah, something like a festival just for leaders and these, which going to be leaders in our movement. it was at a little farm in thuringi, very nice, but very rainy, too. but this doesn´t matter, cause Jesus don´t care about rain or sunshine to do something for us...and he was so awesome i had a great time in worship and the preaching wasvery good, too. Jesus touched me so much and started to heal my lonelyness, it is so great, to see, what he is doing, not only with me...
when we went back to berlin on the Autobahn it was so awesome, we sat in our car and sang worship songs and look outside and the nature there was like a bicture just art...to see the sun breaking through the clouds and all these coulurs were very intensiv and then ther was this wounderful sunset coulering the whole sky in orange-red...i´ve never sawn something like this bevore...
it was the funiest road tripp i ever had we were 4 girls in my car, it was so small, we all were very tired and flashed by jesus, my car look like a garbge can and we hadn´t a lot of space but it doesn´t matter jesus was with us and no matter how the circumstances were we were happy and saved:-)
there was just one sad thing going with us, cause some good friends of us leaving us, they moved in a bus a couple months ago and now they started to living on the road...it is hard and i miss them but i know it´s god´s way, so...let them go:-)
and this weekend i´m gonna see them again at the "Moers- Festival", so i´m excited and at the end i look by myself what god wants me to do in my life and it isawesome to see, whatdreams he gave me...
logical thinking they are impossible, but i know that i´ve a god, who can do this...so i don´t care...
i have this dream in my heart not to work till the middle of august and visit some festivals and other freaks and just look, what god is doing... after that i go to work so that i can pay back the money i bowored and next year if god want i move into a bus and go to east europe...
thats my dream...it´s actually hard to realise cause i have no money and so on, but god is there and all i want is to go! just go! no thinking about problems....just go, just walk in faith...