once again

my heart won't understand
what my eyes sawn times ago...
"it was better" told my brain
"Stay!" cries my heart
you gone
why you?
why now?
just once again touch your hand
just once again see you smile
try to understand were no understanding is
only feelings
lonleyness calles my heart
can still feel the touch of your hand
i wanted to tell you so much
and at the end nothing....
i'm afraid to forget you
but at the the end how would this happen?
you're still here
near
in my heart
and all this tears will ending
in a sea of hope

to my grandpa (died february 06) and my greatgrandma (died december 04)