Back in Berlin

Since more than a week i´m back in Berlin, and it´s wounderful.... there are a lot of things to do many apointments, but also seeing my friends and knowing, that i´m home is all i need....all this stress doesn´t matter...i´m home...:-)
i mean, i still miss Amerika, and i love you all, and miss you, but it is also good to be here with my family:-)
the first weekend back in Germany we had a weekend only with my community in a little village near Berlin and it was sooo good, god has opened hearts has touched us, Al and Tina were with us and it is such a good feeling to have our parents here...
And i know more and more that god is with me that he carries me no matter what....Satan atacs me since i´m back a lot and sometimes realy hard, but the lord was there everytime and he saved me and it is so wounderful to see what he is doing...
i know more and more what it means to be like a child to trust like a child in my father....sometimes it was so hard only to trust in him, no matter what circumsatnces are around me, cause the circumstances seems so big, but god gave me this faith as a gift and it is so wounderful, i can´t discribe it´s only a deep feeling insde that i trust my daddy no matter what...even when the circumstances ar so bad i trust in him and i pray, that all of you will get this faith....
I love you!